Dr. Fischer: I actually loved taking care of adults. It felt like there was a different kind of patient-doctor relationship to be had, and it was interesting to get to know people who had jobs and families of their own – essentially a different type of story than you typically hear taking care of children.
Were there any silver linings in this situation? How did you grow personally through this experience? What do we need to do better going forward as a profession and a community?
Dr. Dunbar: The part that I hope will stay with me is the memory of how we came together as clinicians to fight a common invisible enemy. The teamwork was unprecedented. Our day-to-day goals were simple and straightforward: do what needed to be done to help as many New Yorkers as possible. Our team made themselves available for last-minute meetings and shift changes without complaint. We practiced a type of medicine that prioritized patient comfort, flexibility, and compassionate care. We ordered methadone and insulin and antihypertensives – brand new experiences for us, but we figured it out. We worked through novel clinical problems together because there was no textbook to read.
Our colleagues from other specialties and different levels of experience stepped up to join us on overnight shifts, and we welcomed them. With the help of an ad hoc palliative care team, we improved how we listened to patients’ own self-directed needs. We reached across the aisle to our internal medicine and adult hospitalist colleagues to refresh our memories on chronic conditions, and they always answered the phone. I hope we always remember who we were during this crisis, because we were ourselves at our most generous.
Dr. Hodo: This was an unexpected but great opportunity to meet physicians, nurses, and staff in different departments and sections of the hospital from my own. I am hopeful that this experience will help us in the future with multidisciplinary work and breaking down silos that isolate specialties and units in the hospital.
I feel (and this is probably weird) invigorated by this experience. It feels good to have been able to help when I was needed. Even though there are a lot of things in adult hospital medicine I do not know, I know I did my best, asked for help when I needed it, and asked for feedback regularly from the medicine residents and nurses I worked with. I know I supported my team and my colleagues to the best of my ability through stressful and sometimes upsetting and emotionally draining times.
As a profession, we can continue to remember the value of the multidisciplinary team and the value of listening to, and making space for, different voices to be heard. We can reconsider the traditional, rigid hierarchy in medicine and medical education that can stifle creative thought and innovative ideas. We can remember that the people “at the top” of the pyramid can always learn something from those “at the bottom.” We can see the ways that department and discipline and specialty can help us but also sometimes hinder, and seek involvement in programs and discussions that unite and pool resources and skills. And, most of all, we can try, every day we are at work, to put the patients’ and families’ needs first – and when we leave work, to turn that around, and put ourselves and our loved ones in that prime position.
As a community, we also can work on thinking communally – that, after all, is the entire point of the wearing of masks in public and social distancing. It is as much about you as about me! We can try to hold on to some of this perspective of the greater good and appreciation for the work others do that makes our lives better and easier. It is not only health care workers who deserve a round of applause every day; it is every person who did something today that benefited someone else, be that giving extra space in a line, wearing a mask in a store, delivering food to an elder, teaching a class over Zoom, or simply minimizing time outside the house. It is every person who thought about the community at or near the same level of priority that they thought about themselves.
Dr. Fischer: It was a very challenging situation, but because our adult patients in the children’s hospital were relatively young with fewer comorbidities, we got to see people get well. I took care of one man with renal failure who we thought would be on dialysis for the rest of his life. By the end of my first week on service, he had begun to regain kidney function. It was amazing. I think most frontline providers caring for adults in this pandemic have had to face significant morbidity and mortality. I felt lucky that we were able to care for patients who generally got better.
I recently read the article published in the Journal of Pediatrics laying out how the Children’s Hospital at Montefiore adapted an entire pediatric floor to caring for adults.3 This example of recognition of need, quick preparation, and collaboration both within the children’s hospital and with the adult hospital was admirable. I also feel that at the beginning of this pandemic, there was a glimmer that the failure of our health care system to cover everyone and the repercussions of this failure would be drawn into sharp relief. I hope that this understanding of the importance of universal coverage persists beyond the pandemic.
Dr. Giordano is assistant professor of pediatrics at Columbia University and a pediatric hospitalist at NewYork-Presbyterian Morgan Stanley Children’s Hospital with an interest in surgical comanagement. She serves on the Society of Hospital Medicine’s Pediatric Special Interest Group Executive Committee and is the chair of the Education Subcommittee. She is also an advisory board member for the New York/Westchester SHM Chapter.
References
1. Kumaraiah D et al. Innovative ICU physician care models: Covid-19 pandemic at NewYork-Presbyterian. NEJM Catal. 2020 Apr 28. doi: 10.1056/CAT.20.0158.
2. Kim MK et al. A primer for clinician deployment to the medicine floors from an epicenter of Covid-19. NEJM Catal. 2020 May 4. doi: 10.1056/CAT.20.0180.
3. Philips K, et al. Rapid Implementation of an Adult COVID-19 Unit in a Children’s Hospital. J Pediatr. 2020. doi: 10.1016/j.jpeds.2020.04.060.
